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cha-spire
inspire - aspire - cha. ✱ second blog of alissa cha, 18, artist, designer and lover of life. ✱ a visual peek into my universe. ✱
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i am so tired of the way i’m living right now
there is an ocean inside of me that will never still
endless amounts of ideas
that won’t rest, night nor day
every tiniest ray of light, reflection
that strikes my eye
inspires me
the whole beauty of this planet and the love
i see how many people i could help
by creating what i see
transforming it into happiness

and yet i find myself again
in the night
facing the hundredth deadline, it feels
nauseous, tired, exhausted, numb, hurt
all these feelings i had sworn
i would never put my body into again

sitting here
vowing that it will be over soon
that my pain will be gone
and all these voices and expectations
that i will be a free spirit
and everyone who has hurt me will pretend it didn’t happen
you are happy, they’ll say
didn’t you do well?
aren’t you where you wanna be now?

so maybe, this is my future
but for now, i am reduced to suffer

it’s school tomorrow


(alissa cha.)

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There are years that ask questions and years that answer.

Zora Neale Hurston (via bluegirls)

so this is what genius sounds like

(Source: rippedoutpagesofmymind, via bluegirls)

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Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness.

Katherine Henson (via ruledbyfeet)

this is a wonderful quote
and something i think a lot of people should realise

(Source: , via schattenmensch)

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subtle-bisexual-wink:

~forgets that straight people and straight sex exists constantly~

i can relate to that
and sometimes i just have this sudden realisation 
and i’m like
'oh … oh yeah - that'

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all these bloggers getting asks about their girlfriends/boyfriends and i’m just sitting here, scrolling down the johnlock tag.

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